break break break

I’m taking a quick break, for heaven’s sake, because I swear the gray matter is running so slow today I feel a little stupid. Come to think of it, isn’t it weird that taking a break can prevent you from breaking down? Maybe I’m reading too much into stuff again – I can explain okay? I’ve been writing about wireless connectivity technologies the entire night and there’s only so much 4G and IEEE 802.16 Air Interface Standard one could take.

Anyway, before I went off on a tangent, I know I had a point in there somewhere. A break. Everybody needs one. I mean, you can only take so much abuse right? There are times when some things just won’t go your way, or things happen too fast, or the universe just ups and kills your cat with no provocation and no reason. It’s exhausting, and I realize I’m sounding like a bitter old woman here, but it’s true. Without a break, you may at some point, get the urge to bring a high calibre automatic weapon to work and gun everybody down. Or you may be the type who sits down in a quiet corner, starts giggling uncontrollably, then when the sarcastic hilarity fades, is reduced to hysterical laughter and tears. You get the point.

Anxiety, Change, and other random ramblings

Okay, so I’m still up, yes – because a. I’m working, and b. I wouldn’t be able to sleep anyway. I’ve been blaming this restlessness on change anxiety, and it’s true (or so I shall maintain until it proves otherwise). A couple of things have changed recently namely my job and my work arrangements. Other things are on the verge of changing as well, like my address and my age. Let’s get one thing out of the way before I start psychoanalyzing myself yet again: Change scares the living crap out of me.