Think of how many people want - expect, you to fail
And think of how much you want to prove them wrong (and possibly shove it down their gullets).
Then think of how many people believe in you
And how much you want to prove them right.
I've told you this a gazillion times, but there are still times when I forget. Of course, you scold me for forgetting.
You know just how to make me haul my sorry butt out of my pit of depression - and you know just how much tough love I need when my naivety and idealism gets the better of me (and my better judgement). You give me much needed reality checks whenever I need it and you help me when I have no idea what I'm doing. You listen when I rant, you console me when I am downtrodden, and you run to me when I cry. You loathe those who hurt me, because you know I hurt easily.
You have seen me with the paint off and you have seen the kid inside me, as I have seen the kid inside that fortress of yours.
You said you'll be disappointed with me if I quit. You made it sound so trivial, though you know how hard I would try not to disappoint you.
And I know how incredibly sappy this sounds but I just wanted to say these things out loud. I guess you really know you're good friends when you shamelessly take each other for granted. I guess we have, one way or another so I need to say this. Just like you need to say:
Then honey, you make sure you don't fail.
I guess what I want to say is: Thanks for believing, Chibi-chan.
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